That one Simple Moment

There are times when you sitting there with you family, laughing and sharing stories, it feels like there is nothing holding me down. Every one is fine and it's like there is nothing to worry about. I just want to sit back, slow down and realize what God has done for me. I look back and see all the trials ans tests he allowed me to go through. Then i start to think wow, if he brought methis Far that he has something he wants me to do. I am amazed at how much he loves me, how much he is willing to do for me. He was willing to let me go through Mom and Dad's divorce to learn how to love, allowed me to go through moving in and out of dad's house, to learn to appriciate him more and learn to take on more responsibilities. Also to know how to show love an how one should love another.As well as a little brother who watches my every move. I know that each time i react to something or how i handle a situation, he is observing and watching how i act. in his mind if i do it than he can do it. I wish i realized this a little earlier. It amazes me that even though i might jave questioned him at times, he still helped me through every trial and opened my heart, and helped me see the bigger picture. For that i am forever thankful. There is still more to come!!! more trials, more blessings, more lessons!!!!!!

God is Always There

God is always there for us, when we feel alone he is there he is holding you up, saying child you are not alone. i am here. He embraces you and is a father to you, he hurts to see you hurt, loves to see you laugh and share his word. He will lift you up when no on else is there, he will lift you up everytime you fall, in many differnt ways, wether it be a friend, or a loved one, or even someone who doesnt know you, show a deep gratitude for the simplest things. God works in mysterious ways. If you pray for patience he will give you the opertunity to be patience. He doesnt straight out give it to you. He does it in a way that you can understand, to learn from it and keep what he has tought you and use it in other situations. That is also what i love most about God he is always teaching you, always guiding u or will lead you to some one who can explain what you don't understand. He never stops using you, any oppertunity that he sees he can use you he will. Its wonderful when you can share the word of God, some times it seems that it just doesnt get through to the person your trying to help, but what you've done is open up a door to where God can work on them and lead them to the cross. He is a truly awesome God!! He will make a way where there is no way! I praise Him for ALL that he does!!!!!! Thank you Lord :) God Bless Everyone

wanting to change the world

i have always wanted to make a difference to make a change in someones life. i want to make and impact on someone, to let someone see a something from a different view point, change the way they think, for the better. i'm not sure but i really really i guess have a burden on my heart to change someones life, to give some one hope, a new purpose, a new goal in life. to show some one that there is still time to change to ask the lord to be their savior. that they don't have to continue to be let down, to be beaten down, and feel as though they are alone, and that no one can help. i want to break that rutine for someone. to show them that there is more to life then just letting the devil get his way, and use you for something that is not meant to be. im not sure but i would just like to change the world idk just want to see a change a new hope a new pupose, something better than whats happening in the world today.
well anyways feels good to get this out, its just been something i've wanted to do ever since i can remember.