Faith

"The words i would say" by sidewalk prophets
"Be strong in the lord, dont give up hope i already know ,God got his hands on you so don't live life in fear forgive and forget but don't forget why your here; take your time and pray thank God for each day his love will find a way ,these are the words i would say from one simple life to another"
God is always there for us through thick and then and each passing day you can either get closer to God or turn away from him. we are not perfect people sometimes things happen and we stray from the path and get mad at God because we don't understand why. We have to remeber though, that God does not make these things happen, he allows us to go through them, and he has a reason wether it is to show you something you might need to change or for you to seek him first to grow closer to God. when you feel alone or are hurt or happy or just want to talk to someone, you can talk to God because he will always be there for you. He is your father, your best friend or your shoulder to cry on. God loves you and no matter what he loves you and wants the best for you. He knows the plans he has for you, you can do all things through christ who strengthens me. God's love will find away and he will make a way where ther is no way. so don't give up hope.

different direction

wow man were moving back into dads tomorrow , its scary but exciting at the same time but i feel that things will be different. i plan to have a better relationship with dad and tanner and help out more.
i find though that its going to be really hard to leave :\. its so nice at Emory's house, the love, the awesome relationship. i like it here lol its just so different from our house. there is just a sense of peace that's always there. its very calming. That's what i would like to happen in our household to be able to have that sense of peace, to know that God is there with all of us and that were all following him. after a lot of prayer and prayer from friends (thank you all so much!!!!) we have come pretty far and i am great full. i can honestly say i don't know where i would be with out the lord and i don't think we could have made it with out him and the blessings. it has been pretty rough lately and really really emotional lol. moved from pj's back to dad's and now Emory's and now were movin back. so it was pretty hectic. but if that did not happen we would not have had time to think about things and really work on trying to make things work for our family or 5 of us. not really sure about the rest of the family. mom doesn't say maybe every once in a while here and there, owie is the biggest problem though that's where most of the family problems come from but anyways that is a looooooooooooooonnnnng story and kricia wants to blog now so im probly gonna get off here lol besides if i let out everything that was on my mind i would be talking about a bunch of different subject lol which kina stinks but anyways God has a plan and i trust him so i believe that everything is going to work out. its going to be hard but in the end maybe it would be for the better anyways i 'll shush peace out!!! :D

the lake's house!!

aww right now were at the lake's house and watching ink heart. and im just sitting here thinking about everything and what all has happend in the past week. i am so greatful that they are in my life, they are such a blessing!! and i wish we can spend more time with them cuz they are totally awesome!!! but each time i see them and there family i am so greatful that they live in a christian family and there family loves each other and definately loves the lord and i love to see that. it makes me happy to know that not all family's are broken and it just brings great joy when i see any family that is still together and show that they love each other and love God. my family isn't exactly the been the best, we dont always get along, and we dont always show each other really how much we love each other, its not always steady and not always good. but we have those times every once and a while, where we get along and actualy have fun. i love those moments because all my worries, all the bitterness goes away and i cherish those moments we have because it gives me hope that one day ,God will work through my brother and father and they will one day except God.

a mix of things

having God in my life is such a good blessing. he has blessed me with friends that love me and have helped me through a lot. especialy this week or few days. lol well a week before we were at camp and it was totaklly AWSOME!!!! bt the way. Through that week God has tought me a lot. he has tought me that even though my family is broken and somewhat hard, that i still have a family and friends at church that will support me. he has showed me a love that i wish i had but i am greatful for what God has brought us to bc he brought us through and through it he has blessed us with a new to live a new outlook on life. he we hadnt been through the hard times and mom and dads divorce we wouldnt be where we are today. i am blessed with friends that share the same passion and can talk and worship freely, i go with my christain freinds and have a totally awesome time and the atmoshpthere i sgreat!!! and then i go to work and its somewhat different. i can't explain it but it makes me miss hanging out with my friends. its weird. i am so blessed to be at walnut memorial , they have helped me realize thing and helped get me though life, it is so awesome. lol they have blessed me so much and i am glad to have each and everyone of them in my life.